eeek

my 4 month old is eating my hand...lol so im typing with one hand hes definitely teething o oh time to get that oral b
so anyways i have a cold and was experiencing engorgement ouch!
better now that he gt home from his grandmas
i got a call back from F21 for a second interview omg yay!well see how im going  balance school working at Carters,& Forever while being an awesome mommy to Zion also the cats out of the bag im trying to move ...just me and Zion to OUR new place because i refuse to be a victim in an emotionless relationship anymore
i don't see the love in his eyes
im not his best friend
we barely talk
its no fun and makes me uber sad
the only way ill stay is if i see him trying to fight for me
hey what can i say im a hopeless romantic
i honestly believe that all of my ex's are still @ least 2% in love with me
but back to the story ......
Byron well Byron he just changed
he quit going to school
started drinking
partying every other weekend ugh
smoking weed ( won't put up with it!)
started getting snappy
having company over every night past 12 @ night
every woman has their breaking point and i can officially say ive reached mines
i mean while im at school trying to do something with my life he's on facebook (although caring for Zion ill give him credit for that) posting things like " im like a young Wiz Khalifa" or "im bout to smke a bleezy ladies hit me up" :? wtf are you serious man
i won't air all my business out because people in my real life read  this and don't know me that well and may upset me with their unsolicited advice and comments