reintroduction!

• 25 things you don't know about me!
• I LOVE BIG HAIR! I mean obviously right?
• My boyfriends name is Anthony 
• I had a 9 lb baby via c-section 10.9.12 
• I have a hernia in my stomach now from that
• i think shoes make an outfit
• I'm going to school for business management
• I start waist training (information in a future post) Dec 13'
• I love getting my two boys dress they are like my dolls
• I will own a boutique one day
• I have a posh ,instagram,facebook and now a blog ...again
• I have been homeless this year :( living with others sucks
• I made highwaisted shorts this summer
• I prefer wedges 
• I love styling others
• I am a positive thinker
• I can't take stress refuse to 
• I an not watch sad or scary movies I'm wayyyyy too emotional after this last baby
• I am usually not very shy 
• I love pictures I'm  visual person always asking to be shown 
• I would love to inspire others or motivate others
• I love started from the bottom now I'm here stories like how GAGA was a waitress 5 years ago 
• I'm waiting for my GOD given break into fame or $$$
• I love jewelry I am never naked meaning always have my left wrist adorned with too many bracelets and a statement necklace always graces my neck
• I love my iPad  I have so many pictures and albums 
• I have several shopping list organized by picture in my iPad 
• I will go to Canada to visit my favorite cousin next year
• I went over 25 lol please follow if your not and sit back and enjoy my blog I will be something great one day 

 

 

 

 

 

it is my belief

that you NEVER forget the one who first showed you love
who made you feel worthy
who let you know you were...sexy
who laughed with you and made heart skip a beat
who had you up at 3 am 3:24am too be exact because that was "our" time
when the whole world ceased to exist and you two would study your french worlds or talk about your day and always always ja taime promettre at the end of the conversation
the butterflys you felt when the caller id would light up my love! with the ringtone "bubbly"
the constant smile on your face because somebody in this entire word loved you
the hot feeling of desire feeling your body becuase of the shower of compliments you always recieved
man i love love
the letters the cds the smiles the satisfaction sigh....
you never.....forget
no matter how you parted
you never.....forget
prommetre
i love you forver and always love la

im fucking perfect

yea you heard right im PERFECT an so are you, you and you.
I'm so sick and tired of puttig me down the tears tired of being my own worst enemy
women we are sooooo hard on ourselves tryna have the best stuff,best hair, best make up, best man but fuck it your beautiful yes you just the way you are fuck the haters (sorry for the profanity im hyped) i dont know you but i love you ! you! be you dont try to please anyone but yourself you'll live longer smile more and be happier !
so what you don;t have any name brands those people could care less you don't have next months rent or food to eat so don't go broke over them!
I challenge you to love you!!!!!!!!
because in my eyes your perfect
man i just love that song by p!nk its so empowering
I love myself im proud of myself
i may not have the best car or grades
clothes or shoes
but dammit try i try my best and thats good enough for me
and at the end of the day thats all that matters 
not the material stuff that could disapear at any given moment but the love in your heart cant nobody take that from you
so get that shit girl
you are allowed to have bad hair days
YOU ARE A HUMAN
your allowed to still have some weight after having a baby its natural
so take that unrealistic pressure off yourself and live!!!!
so what i have a stomach im perfect
so what i have strech marks (umm hello i just gave life!) im perfect
so wht i have dark circles under my eyes im perfect
so what i can only afford 12$ jeans from F21 im perfect
so what my bills kick my ass and make me feel like giving up im perfect
so what i dont have a mac im perfect
so what my make up is not awesome im perfect
so what im 19 and a mom im erfect
so what my feet are ugly im perfect
so what i have a used car im perfect
so what i dont understand my teacher im perfect
ive come to terms with myself
in fact im so dam perfect put it together       IMPERFECT
yes thats me pumps fist and im proud of it
I feel for those "perfect" indiviuals
so ladies or gents please set yourself free
lets be real for once....atleast to ourselves and take the pressure away
you'll never get Km's butt ,Amber shape, or Beyonces hair
hell they don't even have it
if nothing be blessed and thankful:))))))))
this post hs made me realize alot and now im so grateful and happpyyyy :)
yes i haveplenty of wants they dont make me or beak me they are not needs<--
i can and will live on!
whew inspired to theeee max!
so tell me what songs inspire you? and what are you setting yourself free from?
please respond don't leave me in the dark :D

ADHD in relationship

my biggest problem in my relationship past and present
is that i get bored in my relationship
bored to an extreme where i go CRAZY
                                                                                                   
 I start getting into little fights and spats  with him just so ill have something to do
which is unhealthy so guess what ???? Im going
to take a mature step into reality also because my bestfriend
saids
 "Change is not a bad thing"
so Im going to try to get over my relationship boredem with the following solutions

• Do my own thing
• become busy
• try new things
• hang out with my friends more(in a relationship I tend to neglect everyone else)
• spice it up
• venture new places
• do a couples date
• take a breather every once in a while for myself

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